she is contented

once she hung up the public phone, she lookes at the time. She is left with an hour 45mins till her her bus departure. she is goin to meet him a place sumewhre in the area. its a walking distance of about 45 mins. she did'nt actually know the exact meeting place but still she agree to meet there.

she quickly made her way to the destination place. the hot weather along with the busy traffic doesn't stop her from keep walking. all she think is to meet him. after a long walk, she reach the particular road. with risk, she quickly walk in along the pathway. after a while, she spoted a public phone. time is running short so she quickly call him to ask for the direction again. she continue walking and sometimes run. and  suddenly saw the place. there he is standing, looking around worried. once he spoted her waving to him, he quickly dash across the street.

since the time left is just enough for her to walk back, they talk while walking together till the end of the road, they hug goodbye and parted. she was contented eventhough she sees him for a few minutes.

regret?

here i am trying to write somthing....i cried again ... not really sure what is the cause. i feel so down these days. but i always hope tommorow will be better than today....

do i feel regret? well...mostly yes. but i have to be strong and put the past behind me. i use to think its ok for couples to break up. but when it hit me, i got lost control...it can really make me crazy. i guess there is a silver lining behind that.

 

Money

 

 

It can buy a house, but not a home.
It can buy a bed, but not sleep.
It can buy a clock, but not time.
It can buy you a book, but not knowledge.
It can buy you a position, but not respect.
It can buy you medicine, but not health.
It can buy you blood, but not life.”

nilai cintamu

sorrow

pada siapa bisa ku lepaskan amarah ini,

bahu siapa bisa ku lena kan kepala nan berat ini,

jari siapa yang bisa usap tangisan ini,

telinga siapa yang bisa mendengar luahan rindu ini,

bibir siapa yang bisa ucapkan kata semangat pada ku,

dan siapa yang mampu hilangkan resah di hati ini......

 

alejate

I never felt so much love in my soul
And no one loved me more than you did
Because of you I laughed and cried
I was reborn also
All I had, I gave to keep you here
I know that saying goodbye is best
Suffering, I will pay for my mistake
And nothing will be the same
I have to accept it
And find the strength in me for this goodbye

Just walk away
I cannot bear it anymore
There�s no way to go back in time


Forget it and let me go on alone with my solitude

Go away, tell me goodbye
I will resign myself to go on without your warmth
And I will never understand what happened
If there's nothing I can do
Just walk away

I�m not going to repent for yesterday
Loving you and I know, woman
For that love
For always being faithful
Today I have to be strong and learn

poem

biarlah bahagia milik kamu,kerna aku rela derita bersamaku,

biar ku lihat malam tak seindah dulu,

siang tak ceria lagi,

cinta mu telah pudar oleh masa,

masa yang sendiri tidak pasti,

akan cinta yang kau beri,

cahaya cinta telah padam,

kerna ditiup angin sedih,

jika satu hari kau derita,

tak mungkin air mata mu kan hilang,

kerna tak siapa peduli......

rymee

 

its me

well...i got scolded today...just because i did'nt answer the call...

hav u been in the same situation???or is it u who scold pple for not picking up the phone??

i mean, its so hurting...if u call a person and the person didn't pick up the call, u can call back later ( the person may be busy/sleeping )

den wen u finally get to talk to the person, ask the person nicely why they can't pick up the call....not shout and get angry over the matter...

to all my dear friends....if i hear u calling me, i will sure pick up the call...

if u pple want to scold someone, think twice. find the reason for scolding the person...ask the person nicely. if the person is clearly in the wrong, then i support u...scold the person!!!

till den

life

termenung kala ini,kenangan lama kembali....waktu ayah , wan maseh muda dan kuat. mereka mengajar aku erti hidup.....suap kan makanan ketika aku lapar, hantar kan aku sekolah jika aku terlewat....lalu kadangkala aku menangis bila mereka memarahi aku, cuma aku kecil ketika itu. tidak paham atau bezakan baik atau buruk....

bila umur ku meningkat remaja, keadaan makin sukar....mama dah baba mula menindas aku.....aku terasa seperti anak tiri....mereka lebihkan abang.tapi hanya wan dan ayah paham hatiku....mereka sering tenangkan aku jika perlu....satu hari aku tertekan dengan perangai mama dan baba, dan lantas aku ambil keputusan untuk membunuh diri.....aku telan panadol yang banyak....dalam keadaan separuh mati, mama dan baba hanya tahu marah dan tros pukul aku, tapi ayah tidak.....ayah ambil lantas bawa ke klinik dah hospital....Allah sayangkan aku , aku diberi peluang untuk hidup....dah ayah teman kan aku tanpa merungut.mama dan baba dan hospital, dan tros membebel tanpa henti.

SPM telah berakhir....cuma keputusan aku tak berapa baik....macam biasa mama dah baba marah sebab keputusan tak bagus......tapi aku cuba memohon untuk masuk university swasta....dah dapat untuk lanjutkan pelajaran....dan aku teroskan pelajaran.....

PART 1

rymee

 

selamat pagi

selamat pagi....

pagi ini ku rasakan rindu....

rindu pada nya yang tak pernah hilang....

senyum yang bisa buat aku khayal....

pandangan setajam pedang....

harus kah aku katakan....

yang aku rindu pada dia....

dia yang telah buat aku....

malu kepada diriku sendiri....

tak kan dapat ku balas budi baik nya....

akan ku ingat sampai nafas terakhir....

semua kenangan indah ini....

ku harap kita kan berjumpe....

di kehidupan seterusnya....

 

i love u teeja....